I’m wanting to be a little more open with you all.
On here I discuss yoga, being a mom, how to live a healthy lifestyle, and more. But I don’t talk a ton about the struggles I go through in my life.
That’s a lot harder to do. I don’t because I don’t want to focus on the negative and I don’t ever want to come off as a complainer. I also don’t because I am afraid that my reality won’t be accepted and won’t be liked as much as the ‘filtered version’ of myself would be.
BUT... let’s forget my fears here.... they aren’t worth the time or energy.
SO... I promise I am going to open up more. I’m going to become more vulnerable and show you that the grass isn’t as green over here as it may look and that it’s actually just as green on my side as it is on yours.
We have hard days and then we have ‘easier’ days. But frankly, we’ve been having more hard than easier. Having three kids under the age of four with the oldest having a mild form of autism is difficult. Very difficult.
What gets me through these hard days? Faith, chocolate, yoga, and YOU! You all have been a strength and light for me. Being able to connect with you has brought so much love and light into my life. And then being able to focus on the things I love and share them with you, helps remind me what is truly important in life and to keep at it and to not give up. So thank you!! The #momlife is hard. But you all have lifted a bit of the burden for me and I am forever in your debt.